Why Should I Be Sad??

"They couldn't believe I did it
But I was so committed
My life was so restricted for you
I just dove inside it blind
Couldn't see what swam inside
Thought that'd be romantic for you

My friends said you would play me
But I just said they're crazy
While I was crying frantic
Was it true?

Why should I be sad?
Heaven knows
From the stupid freaking things that you do
Or should I get bad or sad
Who knows?
Just take it all
As a sign that we're through
Goodbye
It's time for me to move along
Goodbye
It's time for me to get it on
Okay
I'm tired of singing sad songs
Alright
It's time for me to go"

(Britney-Why Should I Be Sad)

It's Just Not My Day

Friday....the day which results will be releasing....
I'm very very nervous and scared

I failed my Malaysian Studies.....
Sigh...i felt very very down.....I really hate LAN Subs!!!
And i was so 'lucky'....to get such lecturer like her to teach MS....GRRRRRRR
Don't let me see you again!!!!
I know i'm stupid....i'm very disappointed with myself and sorry mum.....need to waste another RM300
(Thanks to ppl who comforted me,especially the two guys who even wrote it in their blogs...now whole world also know i failed ms ad....)

Lucky i passed all the main subjects....phew
And I've decided to take Introduction to tourism and hospitality,Accounts and Statistic next sem...

Its 3pm and everyone was busy sitting in front of the pc or lappie to choose the slots for new semester...
And my timetable.....i really......no comment...sigh
I have class everyday this sem...
Thursday and Friday only 1 class....and i have to purposely go to college....
Why they can't have extra groups so that our timetable won't clash here n there??
Sigh....what if people who are a bit late...then they don't get to study what they want or some ppl can't even get any slots at all....
Then whats the advantage to be flexible then??
我认命....still have to accept my timetable....sigh T~T

Went out to Yam Cha with Bee Ying and Chiang Lian at our usual spot...
Al-Safa Mamak at Bandar Sri Damansara
Only 3 of us out of 7 ppl from this gang...others are busy tonight
Chiang Lian bought me a belated birthday present from Yellowstone...Thanks
He was busy telling us stories and experience he had in Yellowstone...
I'm sooooo jealous of him....
The place was so nice with very very nice scenery...
He's going to UK next month to further his studies....
Gonna miss him!
All the best!!
Bee Ying was sooo tired that she hardly talk.....take good care of urself!!!

So many people around me are going overseas to further their studies...
How fortunate and lucky they are!!
And i have to finish my 3 years degree here in Malaysia...
I *wish* by the time i reach year 3....my parents could afford to send me out!!
Hahaz....I'll wait n hope for the good news k mummy!!

Although I'm sad,upset and down.....
But i should be grateful with what i have....and i will appreciate!!
Thanks to my family and friends who are always by my side and supported me all along ^^

"I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song is my sorry

And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me"

(Everytime-Britney Spears)

2nd Week of Sem Break

Monday
Sleep-Eat-Online-Drama-Eat-Online-Sleep

Tuesday
Same as above

Wednesday
Ate McD with Pai Guat Wai for lunch
Went to disturb him at his house
Watch TVB drama~仁心解碼 A Great Way To Care(Story Related to Psychiatrist)
Wanna watch The Orphan but can't get ticket T~T
Dinner at his house
He still haven't finish wrapping my present
Hahaz...take your time....promise its nice can ad
Appreciate your time spent and hard work
Thanks in advance^^
Danie...faster come back wei....i wanna go out T~T

Waited for whole day but the results were not out yet!!
Sigh...nervous!!!
Its postponed to Friday.....
Wish i pass all the subs...
Especially Malaysian studies...=.=''

PS: If you can't get things done on time ....don't show us the dateline!!!!!Made us wait like fools

Thursday
Sleep-Eat-Online-Drama
But went out at night to have dinner with Addie
Went to her house and ask her to drive...I'm lazy
Had dinner at CaffeeHaus (near carrefour kepong)
Went back to her house and chit-chat....
Thanks for spending time with me and supporting me^^!!
And I miss Serina....Wish shes doing great over US

When i reach home,i went to fed my hamsters as usual...
And.....Blackie did not move and wake up as usual...
I try to shake it,still no response....
Blackie is gone....
After 2 years of having it.....its gone now...
R.I.P Blackie....you left whitey alone here now T~T

It reminds me of Tommy....the only pet dog my family have....
I cried non stop when Tommy left.....
And i told myself i won't keep any pets next time...
Because i can't stand the pain which they will leave me one day.
I wish they have gone to a better,happier place....They will be!!

Wai made us each a cute icon....found the thing from a web Roland provided

Gie

Wai with his thick lipsDanny(Just like him)

"When I get to Warwick Avenue
Please drop the past and be true
Don't think we're okay just because I'm here
You hurt me bad but I won't shed a tear

I'm leaving you for the last time baby
You think you're loving but you don't love me
I've been confused, out of my mind lately
You think you're loving but I want to be free
Baby, you've hurt me"

(Duffy-Warwick Avenue)

Long Awaited Trip^^

After months of waiting,finally i've made it to a trip.
I'm back everyone after a week of getaway^^
I enjoyed and relaxed myself~~

Day 1

Me and Wai took Aeroline from Sunway to Penang.
He was almost late to catch the bus,lucky he reached just on time....phew....scared me.
We were served Subway as breakfast and a cup of milo,coffee or tea.
Listening to songs in my HP,watching the movie being played on the bus....
After 5 hours of sitting on the bus,we finally reach Penang^^
Danny fetched us from queensbay mall then went to picked up his bro and bro's gf...
5 of us searched around for food.
And koko treat us to eat char keow teow,which cost RM6 per plate....
Its yummy and served with big prawns....but its really very expensive...hahaz
Thanks Koko...

Then we went back to Sungai Petani(Danny's Hometown)
Went to a shop which sells tea and they have a small restaurant upstairs which serves food.
Makan again la...what else??
Took some pictures....chit-chat a while...
Went to have Rojak with "yao cha kuai" and Ice Blended Peanut with Milo Powder as Topping
Then Danny brought us to see his new hse...gonna be ready real soon
After that we went to fetch up Danny's Mummy
His mummy work in a "Wood Factory"
While waiting for aunty, we snapped pictures around..
Found a very nice spot to snap pics....busy posing...lolz
Then meet up with his dad and bro,bro's gf to eat dinner
Bak Kut Teh,I was actually very full ad...sorry

Day 2

Woke up early,take bath and get ready...
Have breakfast with Danny's Parents
Dim Sum~~~~
Then walk around the market....parents plan to cook dinner to9
Its really not my day,i was having diarrhea....not feeling well
Then 3 of us went to Penang....
Take pictures,food hunting (Cendol,Lok Lok) and shopping in Queensbay Mall

Went back to Sungai Petani and find Choon Siew(Danny's Friend)
Headed to a food court centre and waited for the U P chicken chop uncle to open stall
(We waited for more than 1 hour) No Doubt, the chicken chop is really very yummy^^
Then Uncle call Danny to buy vegetables...
Send Choon Siew back then went to fetch Aunty
Uncle and Aunty cooked us dinner...
Got crab,prawns,fish,vegetables,my favourite "yu piu" soup,onion egg
Thanks!!!Was very yummy

Day 3

Woke up early also...its vacation....cannot waste time
Hahaz....Get ready and pack up
We are heading to Langkawi~~~
Had breakfast with Danny's family
Loh Mee and Apom with Egg (Wai says the Apom got cockroach smell)

Danny is our Mr.Driver for the whole trip...Thanks!!
Went to pick up Choon Siew and had Dim Sum as breakfast with her.
Headed to Kuala Kedah to take Ferry to Langkawi...
The Ferry ride was around 1 and half hours....

Then the agent pick us up at the Jetty point
We got VIOS for the car rent...muahahaz
He showed us the way to Bayview Hotel
And I was very happy with the hotel....its clean and nice,Spacious too!!!
Plus the bathroom.....it has a bathtub and another separated shower cubicle.....superb!!!
And the Room is Facing SEAVIEW!!!siok si!!hahaz
After taking a short rest, we headed out to start off our langkawi trip
First of all....we searched for petrol station....
Then we searched for a place to have lunch....
Driving heading towards Pantai Cenang,we found few restaurants....which look expensive
We chose from one of it which is more affordable...
4 of us ended up ordering seafood fried rice....which taste nice too
I was making noise that its a must to go Gunung Mat Cincang for the Cable Car ride...
I came to langkawi with my family when i was Form 4...the cable car is the part i love the most^^
By looking at the map and road sign,we make it to the oriental village which is the location of the langkawi cable car....
after walking around at the souvenir shops..we went to the cable car's gate
Guess what?!
Its closed today!!!so so so so so so swt
hahahaz
And stupid la us....there was actually a banner hang outside the oriental village saying its closed today...
But the banner was so old....who would notice that....
Fine....we plan to come again the next day...

So we find the way back to Kuah Town....
Passed by Pantai Kok...
Went down to have a walk along the beach and took pictures^^
Blue Sky and Blue Sea....NICE!!




Wanted to go Makam Mahsuri...but its 6pm....its closed....sigh
Why all the tourist spots close so early??
Visited a craft shop called Pisang..
Bought Gamat Creams,Soaps and Goat Milk Products from there...
The boss is actually Japanese...
The packaging are all very nicely wrapped with batik...

Went back to the hotel...
Dunno where v got the idea....
Had a hot water foot spa together in the bathtub...
But it was very comfortable and relaxing...lolz....
Take bath and prepare to go out for dinner.
We have no idea what to eat and we were HUNGRY
So just stopped by the nearest restaurant we saw in Kuah Town...
Ordered a plate of fried rice and another plate of chicken and tofu...trying to save money...hohoz...

Walked around in kuah town's shop.
The chocolates and liquors are so CHEAP...
But you have to be careful...some ppl mark down the prices when the chocolates are near to expiry dates and there are lots of "fake liquors" around in Langkawi..
A duty free Island.....nice place to shop!
I was wondering....why theres no pasar malam!!
The map says its Wednesday pasar malam at kuah town.
Where is it? When we were just about to give up and walk back to the hotel...
Pai Guat Wai saw the pasar malam in another road across the bridge....fuiyor...pandai lor u...hahaz
So we went to the pasar malam....Bought kuihs and foods....woohooozzz
Bought Heineken also...wakakakaz...
Walk back to the hotel and take bath again...
Cus it was hot and u know pasar malam have 'weird smell' rite?

After everyone shower ad then v eat again...
Watch tv,eat,drink,chit chat ----->full and sleepy
Went to bed n zzz after packing...
But i was awake middle of the night....
I'm having Gastric or its Stomachache....HELP....
Wai ask me take panadol....lucky i brought...
Fall asleep and the pain was gone...Thank God....

Day 4

Woke up and get ready...
Went down for breakfast with Choon Siew
Not having a very good appetite....ate a lil
Then went back to the room and wait for the 2 Mr. Slow to get ready...
Went to a coffee shop to have breakfast since Wai and Danny haven't eat...
Danny wanted to buy the Gamat cream...and we try to see if v can make it to the PISANG shop again on our way...
And we actually make it to the shop...hahaz...
Headed to Langkawi Cable Car again...
On the way we stopped by at a look out point....airport runway

Finally...we made it to the cable car and it was OPEN!!
I was nervous because i'm afraid of heights...
But for the sake of the nice Scenes...I go for it...
Snap pictures!!!
And walked on the sky high bridge.....it was scary!!
Going down hill is even more terrible....i don't even dare to look down....i looked up instead...lolz








Went to Pantai Cenang...
At first we were just planning to walk along the beach....
But we just can't resist to not play in the sea anymore...
So we went back to the car and change our clothes...
Here we come baby beach!!!
Spent hours there i think....by just playing in the water...lolz...
We nvr change and just went back to the hotel with the dirty wet salty look...
I wonder what the ppl from the hotel lobby think v r doing...hahaz...nvm....no one know who v are there wert...Its Vacation....why care....just have fun XD!!

Only after taking shower only i realize....i have sun tanned on my back and nice sun blushed reddie face...lolz...
My fair skin gone ad...
Nvm...i WILL get fair again soon....

The hungry "DMWS" went straight to the Restaurant Teo to have dinner...
Overall the food were all yummy...except the hokkien mee which i ordered...sorry....money wasted...
The indon maid was very funny....she was very happy and hyperactive when serving us...
hahaz...happy go lucky??





Its time to shop....
Bought Chocolates and liquors....(not me....i only bought a small tiny bottle of Vodka)


Stomachache again....whats wrong with me?!
Lucky after a while the pain subsided..
Went back to the hotel....take a short rest and went out again
Cus theres plenty of petrol left in the VIOS...

Went to the Lang Square...
The eagle looks very very REAL...
snap pics.....walk around...
And this is where my slippers spoilt....
I have to go back barefoot....lolz...
What a night....



Change and get ready for bed....i was the last to use the toilet...
When i came out...everyone was in bed and they even off the lights!!
So i just ask wai...set alarm clock ad?(cus its his and danny turn to go down for breakfast the next day)...he just answer umm...(sounds like hes already asleep)
Then i just went to bed and preparing to sleep...
Suddenly Wai on the lights and they started laughing...
OK....i was pranked.....Good Night

Day 5

Morning,Nice and Shine...
Danny and Wai went down for breakfast...then they wake me n Choon Siew up to go for breakfast...
I was still in the middle of blurriness ...huh?What breakfast....both of u ate ad wert...
The staff never marked their name when they went in...
Means me n Choon Siew gets another set of free buffet breakfast....
I asked the staff before i leave the cafe....one buffet breakfast actually cost RM 35...
Means we've earned RM 70 worth of buffet breakfast...lolz..



Get ready and pack up....checking out of the hotel...
Happy moments really passes by very quickly....
Its day 5 already and v are leaving langkawi today...T~T....how i wish time doesn't ticks so quickly for now..
Before we went to jetty....still have time...
So we headed straight to the Black Sand Beach...


Then only we headed to the jetty...pass the car back to the agents....
Bye VIOS which took us round the Langkawi Island~~
We actually don't have enough time to shop or visit all the places...
Maybe next time we can go again....Island Hopping or Snorkeling next time^^

Took Ferry from Langkawi back to Kuala Kedah...
We get to seat on the upper level of the ferry....which is sooooo empty...no need to rebut with others
Watch 'jangan pandang belakang congkak' since they played it...
It was soooo funny and stupid la that movie....

Went back to Sungai Petani...
Had prawn mee for lunch....YUMMY!!!
Then went to have rojak and Ice-Blended peanut again...hahaz
Send Choon Siew back and went to Danny's Aunt's house a while...
Went home and zzzzzzzz.....tired!!
Till dinner time....Danny's relatives came for dinner and his sis also came back from kl...
The Sotong Porridge and 'Nam Yu Pork' was VERY YUMMY!!
Even i ate the pork...hahaz...
Aunty even make fried cempedak and banana kuih....
I was Super FuLL!!
Thanks!!!

Day 6

Its my Maternal Grandma's Birthday
Happy Birthday Grandma^^!!

Last day of my holiday trip T~T
Woke up....pack and its time to go home....
Fetch Choon Siew and headed to Penang
Have Laksa near Kek Lok Si....the Popiah and Prawn Biscuit is very yummy too!!
Then went to find 蚝煎...cus i wanna eat..
Waited for the stall to open again.....zzzzz
But the 蚝煎 is very terrible....not nice at all...sigh...degraded...last time used to be very nice
Bought Siew Pau back for my family....

Headed to Queensbay mall again...cus the aeroline pick up point is at there
Walked around in the mall...nth much....the mall is really nth compare to KL's ones....
Have a drink in Old Town Kopitiam...(Choon Siew loves White Coffee)
Went to wait for the bus....
Bye Danny....bye Choon Siew...
Thanks for the hospitality and companion for the whole week!
Thanks Danny and his family^^!!

Went back to KL with Wai
Aeroline served us ayamas nasi lemak as dinner....the chicken is half cooked =.=''
The bus stopped at simpang pulai rest stop...bought guava and honeydew....(yikes...i forgot to pay u back leh wai)
And Thanks Wai for carrying my heavy luggage for me...Thanks!!
Reach 1Utama around 9pm...John and Kahlay fetched me...
Send wai back and we went back to Popo's hse...
Wish popo happy birthday^^!!
Had steamboat for dinner or i should say its my supper...hahaz
I was very tired!!!
But i enjoyed the whole week....stress and worry free week....
Thanks for the companion(Wai,Danny & Choon Siew) and money spent!!!
Thanks mummy for sponsoring me the trip^^
I wish I'm still at langkawi and not in KL now...
Back To Reality...

Looking forward to the next trip
hahaz....i know.....we are so broke....
lets save $ first

Love You All....*HUGS*

PS:Please check out the pictures in my facebook^^(i try to upload here...but keep failed T~T)

"Do you hear me,

I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky oh my, baby I'm trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Oooohhhhoohhhhohhooohhooohhooohoooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music, fell the air
I'll put a flower in your hair
Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday"

(Lucky-Jason Mraz Ft.Colbie Cailat)