Monday, July 5, 2010

Dream

I once had a dream
But as i grew older...things changed
Its shattered and broken
What you are now might not be what you imagine when you're a kid
Time passes by really quick...
Its July...Half a year passed by already

Things change....people change
I never wanted it to be like that
I don't want such things to occur
Its good to change and its good to be different??
I don't want any changes...
But its not in the control of my hands
Its weird....its awkward and I'm unhappy with it.

Can't we just remain the same??
Did i do wrong??
Do i deserve this?
I want friends out of sincerity not befriend with me due to responsibility
If you have any issues with me....tell me straight into my face....i can deal with it
I would rather know the truth than being lied to...
And its hard for you too....to fake your smile and heart.

Can i still save it?Or its really running down the drain already?
Time should reveal the answer

PS: This is a confusing post because i wrote with a confusing heart and thoughts

"You come to love not by finding the perfect person, but by seeing an imperfect person perfectly."

Listen
Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody I start but can't complete
Listen to the sound from deep within
It's only beginning to find release

Oh, the time has come for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own all 'cause you won't
Listen

Listen, I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried to say what's on mind
You should have known

Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own

You should have listened, there is someone here inside
Someone I thought had died so long ago
Oh, I'm screaming out and my dreams'll be heard
They will not be pushed aside on words
Into your own all 'cause you won't
Listen

Listen, I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried to say what's on mind
You should have known

Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own

I don't know where I belong
But I'll be moving on
If you don't, if you won't

Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody I start but I will complete

Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you think you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own, my own
(Beyonce)

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